I have lost almost 70 lbs since surgery and some days I feel super confident about my weight-loss and others I feel like I weigh over 300 lbs. It really doesn’t matter what I wearing or not wearing.

Today I put on a pair of leggings with a t-shirt and I felt like I had lost 100 lbs. Then I look at myself and I see the bumps and my thighs and I realize, I’m still fat. Unfortunately these moments hit whenever and where ever.

Sunday I had on some cute crop style pants and felt amazing in them. we will see what happens next time I wear them. Sometimes I find myself going into the closet and dragging out my old big clothing (yes I should get rid of them), but I realize I will drown in them.

This weekend, with meal prepping (I think I’ll do stir fry and a pasta) I will clean out the closet and donate the “old” clothing to a women’s shelter.